Even if he nudges at every edge,
carrying his dinner to the counter to eat
alone, back turned,
before coming over to wreck the card game you’ve set up
then filling up a squirt gun you didn’t even know he owned
just so he can get you in the face
as he says he’d like to kill you
so he could get all your money
to buy himself an Xbox
Even it’s 9:54 pm and the bed contains
sketch paper, markers, silly putty, pokemon cards, library books,
and a kid not anywhere close to sleep
Even if you know the student
you dismissed from university today
and the other one with the conduct hearing tomorrow
are having much worse nights than you
Even if the dog keeps knocking her bone
under the couch and digging
at a bamboo floor
that might be the sole selling point
of this, the lone asset in an estate
from which he’d be lucky
to wring an Xbox
Even if you know the bone
is just a surrogate for the play
or walk she really needs
and your back creaks and your stomach churns
and you haven’t finished the letter to your grandmother
you started last week or called
to thank your girlfriend,
lover, or any of the circle
of angels who’ve kept you
off the cliff
for a decade
Even if you don’t have one ounce
of energy left
Tonight, the sickle cuts a cool, slender tear
in the bruised night.
the boy in the back seat says
“I can see the full moon.”
This is the first time
what the sky holds.
The first time
“Isn’t it a crescent?” You ask.
His face fogs the glass.
“I can see the whole dark thing.”
You tell him the earth
casts shadows. “A little sun gets past,” you say.
It always does.
Even if we imagine ourselves so big.
Even if we forget to look up.